Lupus & Pregnancy...My Experience

Monday, September 8, 2014


My son is 6 weeks old, which means that this post is very overdue!  

When I found out I was pregnant, I searched the internet for information on Lupus and Pregnancy.  One of my favorite lupus bloggers references her pregnancy, but aside from her site and some clinical sites, there wasn't much information on how lupus impacts pregnancy.  

What I learned, is that because lupus is different for each person and pregnancy is different for each person, there's no way to truly predict how lupus will affect your pregnancy.   The best thing you can do is to talk with your rheumatologist to make sure that your body is as prepared as possible before getting pregnant.  This is not something I was able to do, as our pregnancy was a surprise.  I was lucky enough though that at the time we got pregnant my lupus was well managed and under control.   At that time, I also was not showing signs of having the antipholipid antibodies, which can cause more complications during pregnancy.

In an effort to help other women who may have lupus and either be pregnant or considering pregnancy, here is my story...

I never thought I would ever be pregnant.  My ex-husband and I tried for a while when we were married to have a baby, with no success.  After we divorced, I was diagnosed with lupus.  I started taking Plaquenil, a drug that works wonderfully for lupus patients like myself..but in the back of my mind I was scared about how having lupus and now taking medicine might impact my chances to have a baby someday.  I decided that I wanted to freeze my eggs, basically as 'insurance' that I'd have options in the future. I met with a fertility doctor at one of the best hospitals in the city. The doctor ran a bunch of tests and told me that due to various reasons, the chance I would be able to have a baby of my own was slim to none.  I was very upset, but I decided to focus on my career and the wonderful blessings life had already given me.  I still couldn't give up hope of someday being a mother.  I just knew in my heart, that somehow, someday, it would happen.  Whether that was as a stepmom, or through adoption, or through a miracle, I just knew God would bless me with children...somehow.

What I didn't know at that time is how my life would play out, or that my wonderful boyfriend and I would end up having our own miracle baby!  

When we found out I was pregnant, we were obviously very surprised, but also we felt a sense of calm and peace that everything was meant to be and would work out.  Our life was (and is!) complicated, but we focus on having faith that things will fall into place.   Our first concern was if my body was strong enough to carry the baby, and if the medicine I take would affect the baby.  We met with a wonderful doctor in Boston who specializes in OBGYN for lupus patients.  She truly set our minds at ease.  She did an ultrasound, and sure enough, our little bean was wiggling away with a very strong heartbeat.   With lupus, the risk of miscarriage is a bit higher than average so we decided to wait until we were a lot further along to share our news with anyone.  Most people wait until the 1st trimester is over, but we waited as long as we possibly could.  The thought of having to tell people that our baby didn't make it was just too much for me to imagine. Thankfully that didn't happen, and I successfully carried our son to 37 weeks.  Yes, 3 weeks early, but full term none the less, and he is just perfect!

The process of getting to 37 weeks was NOT easy!  I had hyperemesis gravadarium until 27 weeks, which means I vomited upwards of 15 to 20 times a day.  I got so used to being sick that I figured out how to go about my daily life and just be sick during it all.  It wasn't easy, but I just survived it.  Thankfully my boyfriend was amazingly supportive (having support is SO important) and helped me through the hard times.  I was hospitalized at 16 weeks pregnant for 4 days due to severe dehydration from being sick so much.  My resting heart rate had skyrocketed and I had to have a CT scan to rule out a pulmonary embolism.  Yup, a blood clot in the lung.  Talk about scary....especially considering I had to risk my baby's safety regarding exposure to the radiation.  It was such a scary moment.  Luckily I did not have a blood clot and my heart rate went down a bit after 3 days of IV fluids.  I had to see a cardiologist for the remainder of my pregnancy, just to be safe.  I am not sure if it was lupus related or not, but my heart rate remained high and I was not allowed to exercise and was on modified bed rest almost my entire pregnancy.  I also had a heart murmur (pregnancy related), and lots of swelling that ended up being preeclampsia. 

At the end of my pregnancy, my blood pressure started creeping up (it's normally on the low end of normal, so this was scary for me), and by 35 weeks I had to monitor my blood pressure at home on a daily basis. On Monday July 21st, I had a splitting headache and my vision wasn't quite right.  I stayed home from work, took a nap and some Tylenol, and when I woke up and my head still hurt I knew something was wrong.  I checked my blood pressure and it was high.  I called the doctor and they had me go in.   I went in at 5pm Monday night and they told me "you have severe preeclampsia and you're not leaving without a baby".  I started crying, because I was only 37 weeks.  I called my boyfriend who rushed in to be with me.  They started the induction process Monday night.  I had our son on Friday July 25th at 1:36pm.  Yes, you read that right...FIVE days later!  And yes, it was as hard and scary and challenging as it sounds.  I had 4 days of a magnesium drip to prevent a seizure from the preeclampsia and could not be left alone...thankfully my boyfriend was there with me.  Every single drug they used to try to induce me failed.  On Thursday, they gave me an epidural (which didn't work and only numbed part of my body) and manually dilated me and broke my water.  Still nothing.  Friday morning I woke up so exhausted.  I wasn't allowed to eat anything except clear fluids since that Monday and wasn't allowed to get out of bed.  I finally said "I don't know how much more I can do".   I prayed a lot that week, praying our son would make it through.  My doctor said "take a nap, and we'll decide around noon if we'll keep trying for a natural birth or if we'll proceed with a c-section".  We really wanted a natural birth, because our son was 3 weeks early and they felt strongly that he would need a natural delivery to get any fluid out of his lungs, because boys who are born early can have under developed lungs, especially if they are born via c-section.  

At noon I woke up from my nap sweating and feverish.  I had a fever and our son's heart rate was dropping. Before I knew it, a whole team of doctors were rushing in and said they needed to do an emergency c-section because they thought I had an infection.  It was a blur and crazy, but I remember being rushed into the operating room and the doctors telling me that I could either attempt to have enough drugs via my epidural to numb me, or go under general anesthesia, but they didn't have time for a spinal block.  After 5 days of medicine, I wasn't thinking straight and I was so focused on wanting to see my son born that I opted for the epidural drugs.  Well, they didn't work very well.  I saw our son be born, and my boyfriend holding him, and then I felt intense pain.  The epidural medicine wasn't strong enough and the doctors had to stop the surgery and put me under general anesthesia to complete the surgery.   I remember seeing my son, seeing my boyfriend and then waking up in the recovery room having no idea what happened.  It was very frightening, but I'm so happy and blessed that I saw our son being born and saw my boyfriend holding him.  It was the best memory and made the whole long week and scary c-section 100% worth it.  

When I woke up I found out that our son did have fluid in his lungs from my preeclampsia and that he was in the NICU.  They wheeled me in the stretcher right into the NICU so I could see him.  He was just so beautiful and perfect.  And huge...8 pounds!  The biggest baby in the NICU!  The doctors all assured us that he would be just fine, and that boys born around 37 weeks, even though it's technically considered full term, can have problems with breathing because they really need those last few weeks to get their lungs mature.  He had some assistance in the NICU and after 11 very long and hard days, he was able to come home.  The doctors feel confident he will have no residual problems as a result of my lupus, the birthing process, or his time in the NICU.  His heart checked out perfectly (babies of Lupus patients can have heart problems, but his EKG was perfect), and everything about him is just gorgeous...he looks like the Gerber baby :)  I couldn't have imagined a more perfect baby boy. 

He is now 6 weeks old and achieving and exceeding all of the developmental milestones.  He is just perfect on the height and weight charts according to his pediatrician, who told us he is a "gorgeous baby".   I am a proud mama, and I know that this road was so hard, but it was worth every second.

I look at my son and I thank God for His gift.  We are so very blessed that God trusts us to be his parents.  

While my lupus has been challenging the last couple weeks (it can flare up a bit postpartum), we are doing great and I am focusing on my health and our baby and our family.  I don't know if the hyperemesis, or the increased heart rate, or the preeclampsia, or even the failed induction have anything to do with lupus or not.  I'd love to hear your stories of lupus and pregnancy if you'd like to share them below.  What I do know, is that when I look at his beautiful blue eyes, his curly blonde hair, his cute little button nose, or his chubby little kissable cheeks, I know that God is good and miracles really do happen.

**We don't believe in posting pictures of our son (or my boyfriends older kids) on the internet, so you'll have to trust me when I tell you that he's a cutie pie! 

Blog Re-Design...

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Hey everyone...please be patient over the next few weeks, I'm working on a blog redesign which will be up and running soon!  stay tuned :)

Post-Pregnancy Weight Loss & AdvoCare

Friday, August 8, 2014


My last post was about AdvoCare and pregnancy, and I had planned to write more, but our gorgeous son arrived 3 weeks early!  It was a complete surprise, and a bit scary, because he had to spend 11 days in the NICU until he was ready to come home...but he is home, and he is PERFECT!  All the nurses commented on how he is one of the most adorable babies they'd seen...and they see a lot of babies!  I'm a proud mama, so I have to brag!  I would love to post a picture of my sweet boy, but my boyfriend and I are against pictures of children on the internet.  I know it's personal opinion, but we prefer to keep things private.  You just never know in life, and we don't want to take any chances with our beautiful boy!

Now that he's here, and he's home safe,  I am focusing on being a great mama to him, being a great girlfriend to my wonderful & supportive boyfriend, and also to getting myself back in shape!  Thanks to AdvoCare, I know I will be back in shape in no time!

Because of my lupus, we decided to formula feed, so I'm able to start the 24 Day Challenge soon!  I'm going to start in 4 more weeks, when I'm 6 weeks post-partum and once my doctor clears me.  If you'd like to join me, please email me at nikkijunepeters@gmail.com and I'll get you all set up!  Here's the link to purchase a 24 Day Challenge pack.  I personally like the "Build Your Own Challenge Option" and I select the Pink Lemonade & Watermelon Spark flavors, the Peaches & Cream Fiber Drink, the Chocolate Meal Replacement Shakes,  MNS3, and I also add a bottle of Omega Plex and Catalyst.  In my opinion, this is the perfect mix!!!

Right now I'm drinking Spark, Rehydrate, Meal Replacement Shakes, the Fiber Drink, and taking Catalyst, OmegaPlex, and CorePlex, and my boyfriend and I put our son in the stroller every day and go for walks.  I've been so lucky to have had a quick recovery given all we went through to bring him into this world, and going for walks gives our baby some fresh air and helps get me back in shape.  We take it easy, as all moms should right after giving birth, but I feel so much better after a little exercise. Make sure you check with your doctor before starting any diet or exercise program....it's really important because what's okay for one person might not be for another person.

I'm also very lucky that my lupus has not flared-up post-pregnancy...and during my pregnancy, the lupus stayed calm too.  I attribute a lot of that to taking care of myself with good vitamins and supplements and having great medical care.  My son was born early due to unexpected and sudden preeclampsia, which happens in healthy women and was not related to the lupus at all.  Thankfully, since he was born, my blood pressure has gone back to normal and I'm feeling great!  Being a mom is amazing, my boyfriend is an incredible dad (which I knew already!), and we are so happy!  I am so blessed.

If you want to join me in getting in shape and being healthy with AdvoCare, or you'd like to learn more about the opportunities with AdvoCare, please contact me!  nikkijunepeters@gmail.com


AdvoCare and Pregnancy....Healthy Mom & Healthy Baby!

Monday, July 21, 2014


As many of you know, I'm a huge fan of AdvoCare products.  I started using them in January 2013 when I was diagnosed with Lupus because my doctor told me I needed a good Omega supplement, and AdvoCare's OmegaPlex was on the Brigham & Women's hospital recommended list.  I did some research and found quite a few posts about the benefits of all of AdvoCare's products.  I ended up purchasing some OmegaPlex and Meal Replacement Shakes from a girl named Danielle who's blog I found by Googling AdvoCare.

After using the products for a few weeks, I noticed a difference in my health.  I was a little surprised, because I didn't think something as simple as vitamins and supplements could make me feel so much better.

Of course, you HAVE to check with your doctor before you use any supplements or vitamins, especially if you have a medical condition, or you're pregnant or nursing.  And I'm not recommending these products for you, just that they worked for me.   This is really important, because everyone is different!

I ended up signing up as a Distributor only for the 20% discount on the products, and as I got healthier and in better shape people started asking me what I was using.  Of course I shared the success of AdvoCare, and found that the income potential with AdvoCare is pretty amazing too!  Email me at nikkijunepeters@gmail.com if you want to learn more!

If you know me in real life, then you know that I struggled with infertility and basically never thought I would have a child.  Then, we got the biggest surprise...we're expecting a baby boy VERY soon!   When I found out I was pregnant, I followed the AdvoCare Pregnancy & Nursing Guidelines, with the support of my doctor.  I personally take CorePlex with Iron and Omega Plex (I use this in place of a pre-natal vitamin), Meal Replacement Shakes (not to replace a meal, but to add in the extra calories needed in pregnancy), JointPro Motion (if you've been pregnant than you know how hard it is on your joints, nevermind adding lupus to the mix!), Catalyst (an awesome amino-acid supplement) and one Spark drink per day (has the same amount of caffeine as a cup of coffee, and while I'm not looking to debate caffeine in pregnancy, for me I felt comfortable with 1 per day).  I also use Rehydrate, which is a great way to stay hydrated and get your fluids in!  In addition, I love the Peaches & Cream Fiber Drink to keep your tummy happy!  You can purchase the bundle that I use by clicking here.

I'm happy to say that so far, our little man is looking great!  I pray each day that he is healthy, and we are so excited to meet him and bring him into our family!

Reflecting...

Saturday, July 12, 2014


This morning I got an email from one of my cousins.  It was one of those chain emails, the kind that I admit I don't normally open.  For some reason, I scrolled through it and stopped when I saw this photo.

I often have a dream that I'm sitting on a bench, in a scene almost exactly like this, talking to my mom who passed away back in 2005.  When I wake up, I never remember the conversation, but the scene of the dream is always the same.   And I always wake up with a comforted feeling, that my mom is still with me.

The last time my mom and I got to sit down and talk, I was 24 years old and it was right before she passed away.  We both knew the time was coming for her to go, and neither of us wanted to admit it.  What I remember most from that conversation was my mom telling me to live my life for myself, and for God...because what anyone else thinks doesn't matter.   She told me that she never followed a normal set of rules in life...she had me on her own, during a time when being a single parent wasn't very common.  She did what was right for her in life.  People judged her, but she didn't care.  She said it wasn't always easy for her, but she had no regrets.  I asked her what she wanted for me.  She hoped I would find true love, and that I would have children.  Lately I've been thinking that my mom would be comforted to see me today, in a happy relationship and about to welcome a sweet little boy into the world.   Each day I am comforted to know that she looks down on us and sees a loving relationship, with mutual respect and happiness.

If I could sit down on a bench with anyone for an hour, I would love to sit down again with my mom.  It's been 9 years and some days the years feel like they've flown by and other times like they've gone so slowly.

I'd love to hear her tips for parenting (I think she would tell me to just enjoy every second!), and I'd ask her if Heaven is as beautiful as I imagine it must be.  I would talk to her about my fears (childbirth! eek!!) and my joys in life.  I would ask her if she gets to see our loved ones in Heaven, and what a normal day is like...or if there are even normal days up there.  I am honestly not exactly sure what I'd say, but I'd soak up every single minute of that hour with pure thankfulness for having another hour to spend with my mom who I miss so much.

Thinking about this makes me realize we get so busy in life that we don't truly enjoy the hours we spend with people.  An hour is just a blip on our radar;  but if we take time to slow down and appreciate the hours we have with people now, we will feel more at peace.   I know I'll be making an effort to slow down life a bit, and just enjoy the moments and hours I have with people I love.  Life is far too short, and we should all appreciate and enjoy what we have....every moment is a blessing.

So, the question remains...who would you talk to if you had an hour to sit and talk with one person, from the present or past?